Hi everyone........

I just wanted to update everyone since I've not been on in a few days. Things here have been crazy. I posted in an earlier blog that my cousins grandpa had brain cancer, and unfortunaly, he passed this past Saturday. I found out that my brother has a spot on each lung and we don't know what they are. He used to be a firefighter and it could be from the smoke that he has inhaled over the years, or even cancer........but lets not think that.

Now, on to me......I do not think that things are going well for me. My eating.....haha, BAD BAD BAD!!! My excerise.........NON-EXISTENT! We have been running alot from our medical that has been going on. Though I've still NOT got the x-rays done, but I will Wednesday. We got to be up there anyways for another appt. for my husband, so I'll do it then. We sat at the ER today for almost 4 hours to make sure he was okay with his, NOW, hernias.....yeah, 2 of the damn things!!! I strongly believe that I have gained weight these last two weeks, but I WILL get back on track. I just need a fresh start and time to declutter my brain and my house! I know that being overweight comes with baggage, and I have to sort thru some of that, and I will, and I will come out on top! PROMISE!!! Though I've not gained ALOT, I don't want any, of course. I'm going to try improve our site a little since I'm just chilling out right now. But until next time I will say that I've had a gain of 1.5 pounds. :(